December 2009
26 posts
I’m getting so sick of living at home. I came here to be financially responsible, but I still plan on living my own life. I’m really considering an apartment once I get a better job. Its just way too stressful living with my parents.
I’m grown, I need to gtfo.
“All I do is party ha ha ha ha”
X.M.az.zzz
It doesn’t feel like Christmas. All I care about is going to see MSTRKRFT, nothing else. Oh except for SEEING JUSTICE IN FEBRUARY OMGGGWTFBBQ!!!!1!1!111!!one!!!!1!!!! (I bet you had the same reaction) I will see them. That is all.
Other updates on my life that you don’t really care about: 1. My job still sucks. Gotta love good old Hollister. 2. Boy stuff is weird, but clearer. Fuck...
I forgot how good this was
Just being with you, hanging out. Dancing around your room. Sitting on your couch. Making your obnoxious dog bark. I know its just like this because we’re at home, and I know things are just going to suck again when you leave, but I’m so happy right now. I hate when people try to talk me out of this; they just don’t see what I see. For the first time in months, I’m just as...
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You’re number one. And you make me feel like a bundle of sunshine. No big.
And I’m getting a Subaru Wagon tomorrow (I hope). I’m so happy about everything.
Buddy the elf, what's your favorite color?
(No really, tell me)
Looking for a car is getting really old. I fell in love with that lovely Volvo wagon I showed you guys yesterday, but it was a hunkajunk. You could tell that it is an antique, even though it was sah-weeeet. And I keep trying to call this guy about his Subaru wagon (which I also love), but I keep getting voicemail. Poop. I just want a caaaaaaaar!
Also, we were out of milk AND...
I have a headache
and for once, nothing to say. About anything.
My cold has dissipated, and all I have is a stuffy nose and a headache. Its a gorgeous day, and I’m in a good ass mood.
Morning Tea
I want to bring you breakfast, and snuggle up next to you. I want to lie in bed for days and listen to your heart beat. I want to play with your hair and kiss your eyelids. And I never want to stop listening to your voice.
And this Katy Perry cover of Electric Feel. Haha.
I don’t want to deal with all that needs to be done today. I need to hurry up and shower and book it to TCC, but I...
I can’t get this song out of my head. Its...
Lazy Sunday
Being at home is really damn nice. I’ve come to realize that I really love hanging out with my fam-damn-ily and smelling home-cooked food. I love cruisin’ around in Eugene while blasting good tunes. I’ve missed everything about home.
(And I miss everything about Steven. I’m working on getting over it still, but I can’t stop toying with the what-ifs.)
Possibility
Maybe things are getting better. Maybe moving to Virginia Beach really was a good idea. But right now everything feels transitional.
And I miss you. More than I ever have. I keep waiting for it to go away, and it doesn’t. It sucks.
But other than that, I was at the mall today, and there was this guy in the Gap who was such a damn hipster. I even looked at him and thought to myself...
“I want so badly to believe that there is truth, that love is real.”
– The Postal Service
Spirited Away
(weird movie). I went Christmas shopping yesterday with Taywo. We stole Steven’s jeep and went to Short Pump. That mall is b-e-a-utiful at this time of year; it was absolutely covered in Christmas decorations and it smelled like evergreen. And we probably spent an hour dilly-dallying in Urban Outfitters (yay). I got my two purchased gifts out of the way, I’m going ghetto for the rest...
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Tired
Of everything. I’m not in the mood to sit here and vent, but I am counting the days until I come home. Its not like all of my problems will magically disappear once I get to VB, but they will sure as hell dissipate and become far easier to deal with. Everyone here is a damn drama leech. I feel like I haven’t dealt with this much bullshit since my freshman year of high school…
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What I miss the most
Is just having someone to be cute with. Not having that bums me out.
But what I do have is an $8 bag of jelly beans and wonderful girlfriends. It bums me out that I’m getting close to girls for once in my life, and I’m leaving them so so so soon. Not like we’ll never speak again, they just won’t be right down the hall. Last night was just really good for me. Making...
Vicious Cycle
Being “friends” with you sucks. I’m trying, but it still just sucks. Oh well, at least I’m not laying in bed, listening to Teagan and Sarah on repeat, and feeling sorry for myself anymore. I’m pretty sure I’m slipping off of the depression scale and moving towards something more positive. Six more days in Richmond, and I’m itching to get home. Every time I...
Guess I Caved...
I’ve been putting off making one of these because I’m pretty hooked on my blogspot. However, it seems that more of my friends have these, and I’m a sucker for jumpin’ on that bandwagon.
I’ve been in a really good place lately, I think. I’m leaving Richmond in exactly a week, which is a lot more sweet than bitter. Also, I’m obsessed with Jersey Shore. Its...